| the world is spinning... it just goes on... keep your promises... dry your eyes... see the trickles.... it goes soo quick... adieu...
~Beth |
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| someone told me... things have to get worse before they get better.... or else they just wouldn't get better, they'd stay the same... i just have to remember that...  ... if you didn't notice in the last entry... me and adam broke up... well now 2 weeks later... were back together!! and for me things are much better... i wasn't happier when i wasn't with him, i just had to seem that way so he wouldn't get mad... but its better, and im happy! I LOVE YOU ADAM SOOOO MUCH!!... thank you-
your baby
~Beth
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| things will get better... right??? |
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| i want a boy who would hold my hand at the mall with no care in the world. who would push my hair back from my face. I want a boy who would hug me so tightly that i feel like nothing in the world could ever hurt me.....that would do anything just to spend 5 minutes with me. I wanna boy who would call me at 3 in the morning just to see how i was doing. I wanna boy who would just sit on the phone just to hear me breathe and know im okay. i wanna boy who could laugh at me even when im not funny;; and not get embarressed. i wanna boy who would think that i was beautiful no matter what. i wanna boy that would beat the crap out of someone if they ever called me something bad. i wanna boy who would let me fall asleep on there chest. i wanna boy who would have contests with me on who could spit watermelon seeds the farthest, who would take me any where in the world and just put his hands around my waist or just hold me the whole time, who would come over n just watch movies and eat junk food with me the whole time. who would kiss me on my neck all the time cuz he knew it gave me butterflies in my stomach, and would go to the mall with me and always take pictures in the photo booths.a guy who would skip down the halls with me just to have fun n not care what other people thought, and who would play football or tag or something with me just for the heck of it. a guy who wouldn't be afraid to say i love you infront of his friends. i want a boy who could talk about me with his friends and smile as he did it, a boy that would drop everything he was doing just to come see me anytime i was having a problem. who would comfort me while i cry. i wanna boy who would kiss me at midnight on new years eve.. who could make me laugh like no one else could. i want a boyy that would look me in the eye and tell me something serious and tell me not to laugh even when it was the funniest thing. someone who would hold me close even when i was sick, someone who would run around in the rain and tackle me in the mud, someone who would make me laugh even if i was mad, someone who could just look at me a certain way and make me get butterflies, i wanna boy who would be my best friend, and would love me for meee. |
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| im sorry... I LOVE YOU!!
~Beth
*to my adam* (my baby, my one, my only, my love) |
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